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Dancing
with the Music of the Spheres Mystery School
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The Process of Alchemy
Changing the lead of the small self to the gold of the higher self Calcination
- purifying the mind by burning away illusion Dissolution - dissolving unconscious emotional baggage Separation - releasing limitation and finding pieces of your true self Conjunction - union of all opposites into birth of heart and true self Fermentation - dark night of soul leads to
birth of transpersonal self Distillation - tests of initiation refine psyche to state of pure love Coagulation - embodiment of soul, heaven
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Alchemy - Making Gold from Lead
Who would have thought that
the conflicts I had with my mother would have led to the gifts I now
hold? Not me!! There were, of course, many wondrous things about Mom
- she was giving and caring, she felt things deeper than any of us cared
to know about, and she would do anything for me. None of these were
of value to me as a girl, teen, or even a young woman. I tried to define
myself, instead, in ways that were the opposite of my mother. I was
well into midlife before I could begin to tolerate listening to her
concerns about whether I was eating enough or warm enough or working
too hard. And it was probably not until after she died that I could
really appreciate her. My conflict with my mother was some of the "lead"
of my childhood.
Now making lead into gold is a real
process! The ancient mystery school texts say that there are seven steps,
beginning with calcination, which for all practical purposes,
translates into "crash and burn." I clearly remember that
year of my life when I was so sick that working in my garden for five
minutes exhausted me. The purpose of this step is to burn away the delusions
about the physical illusion, and it certainly moved me right out of
the strong, doing, masculine identity that I had adopted during childhood
and into the quiet, receptive, feminine side. I began yoga and meditation
(as opposed to long distance running which I had been doing) and that
moved me into the next stage called dissolution - dissolving
the ash from the fire into water and my emotional baggage with it. I
came face to face with my inner feminine that I had managed to avoid
all those years. She led me to the next stage called separation.
Here I sorted out the pieces of true self from all those other false
identities that I had collected throughout my life. At this point I
felt like I ought to be done, but there was no gold in sight yet, only
some partially refined ore.
The writing of my first book catapulted
me into the next stage called conjunction, where the inner masculine
and feminine begin to work together leading to the birth of the heart
or unified true self. I really thought I had arrived then, only to plunge
into fermentation, known in mystical circles as "the dark night
of the soul!" Here things get heated up again as a new level of
consciousness and the transpersonal self are born. I questioned everything
I had become and finally decided that, even if none of it was really
true, I was certainly having a better time being who I thought I was
than who others expected me to be.
By that time I should have known better
than to relax into the achievement of this awareness, because the refined
gold always has to be distilled into its purest form. This is accomplished
through the stage of distillation, also known as "tests of initiation."
This is where life gives you the qualifying exams to see if you have
been able to integrate this new level of conscious into your life. I
think I am still working on this stage. My mastery of life will move
me to the final stage called coagulation, where the Higher Self is embodied
in each moment.
But for now I am content to meet the tests each day knowing that they are moving me toward this final stage. The gold nuggets are forming from the lead that I was gifted with during my childhood. My mother's beauty shines through me now in my caring and love, but in a different way than she was able to express it - a way that carries more wholeness and balance between caring for others and caring for self. That's how it is, you know, our parents and ancestors keep passing the lead down to new generations saying, "Maybe this one will be the one who changes the lead of these survival patterns into the gold of really living."
Every challenge
is
A custom curriculum
Honing mastery
I was given an image of this process as a pyramid, where the base is the tapestry of the physical dimension with all its opposites and seeming contradictions. As we move up the pyramid, our perspective on the tapestry changes as our consciousness changes. At the peak of the pyramid, the cap stone is the Circle of the Soul. That becomes a gateway to an even larger pyramid balanced on top that we could call cosmic consciousness. Our task is to ascend to soul consciousness while our feet are still firmly planted on the Earth - in the tapestry of the third dimension. The events of our lives are designed to move us through this alchemical process, whether we are aware of it or not. Life definitely becomes easier and lighter, however, if you are aware of the process. Once aware, you will not be in Kansas any more. The world of OZ will appear and you must follow the yellow brick road to higher consciousness.

The consciousness of humanity, as a whole, is now evolving and you are part of that process. Evolution occurs from generation to generation but also within generations. I like to think of it as having an upgradeable computer vs. coming in with the new operating system. The children coming in now have the new operating system. We, however, need to keep upgrading our operating systems and raising our vibrational rate, or consciousness, is how we do that. When you can maintain a high consciousness, it adds to the universal consciousness of human kind, allowing others to raise their consciousness easier. Since higher frequencies of vibration are more powerful than lower frequencies, even a small number of people holding a higher consciousness can affect a large number of people.
Operating System Version 11 (OS11)
I have been upgrading my computer
lately and pondering the ways in which our human operating systems are
being upgraded as well. As I go through the process of seeing what programs
work with the new operating system (OS) and what ones don't, I am struck
by the parallels between upgrading a computer and the shifts in consciousness
that are presently taking place. So I thought it might be good to comment
on what I believe to be the characteristics of the new human operating
system - OS11.
Why eleven? Well, eleven is a
number that represents a gateway so that seems appropriate. Over the
past several years there have been energy accelerations around 11:11
or November 11th. A gateway symbolizes passing from one place to another,
or in this case from one level of consciousness to another. It also
represents the passing from duality to unity and, in the present shift,
from the consciousness of the mind to the consciousness of the heart
and soul.
So here is what's new about the
OS11:
The upgrade of your present system has probably already been completed. Hopefully these helpful hints on the use of your system will make your transition to OS11 easier. As we all know, upgrades rarely come with a manual these days!
OS Eleven
Gateway to Soul Consciousness
No turning back now!
Step through the
gateway
It's easy if you don't think
Just feel your way through
Exercises
Part 3: Guidance for the Journey
What I know for sure is that we are all guided on our
journeys. The material presented in this Circle of the Soul course was
given to me by some Star Beings. My guides always present things to
me in an experiential way, so I have been walking through these circles
for the last two years. More information is still coming and awareness
about the circles keeps surfacing. I have been directed to share the
material in this way so that it might help others develop a level of
mastery with the different levels of consciousness. As you enter into
the material, expect that you will have guidance as you walk through
the circles. Regular daily practice will enhance your experience and
help you connect with that guidance.
I do not feel as if I am presenting any new information,
only confirming and awakening that which you already know. If you are
drawn to this course, your guides are directing you to use it as a tool
to refine your awareness and open up to greater possibilities for your
life. Take whatever feels right to you and leave whatever doesn't. Your
journey is not like anyone else's, it is uniquely your own and perfect
for you. So do not judge your process against anyone else's, as comparisons
are a quick trip to lower consciousness. Instead, honor your journey
and honor other journeys as well. Every journey is an important part
of the whole.
One of the most inspiring things that I do daily is sing. Sometimes they are songs that come to me from spirit and teach me how to be with life. You may have your own inspiring songs or some may come to you as part of your work with the circles. I would like to share one with you here that came to me while working with the circles. It is about the movement of energy from Earth to Sky and back again through all parts of our self. It relates to the four directions, four elements and four parts of ourselves. It begins in the East with Spirit and fire energy, moves to the South with emotions and water energy, then to the West with body and physical energy, and finally to the North with mind and air energy.
Spiraling down, spiraling up, energy flows, filling
me up
Energy flows from the Sun to the Earth
Blessing my Spirit with the Fire of rebirth
Spiraling down, spiraling up, energy flows, filling
me up
Energy flows from the River to the Sea
Blessing Emotion and setting me free
Spiraling down, spiraling up, energy flows, filling
me up
Energy flows from the Earth to the Sky
Blessing my Body, with roots I can fly
Spiraling down, spiraling up, energy flows, filling
me up
Energy flows like the Wind blowing free
Blessing my Mind with clarity
(Spiraling
Song - Audio #3)
Exercises
Do the meditation, The
Temple of Light (Audio #2), and journal about your experience.
Do you have a tendency to compare yourself with others
or do you honor your own journey?
Listen to the Spiraling song (Audio #3) and see how it feels to sing it.
Illusion's mirrors
Are really doors to the soul
If you walk through them
Singing the Star Song
With angelic harmony
In perfect silence
Dancing the Star Path
Through spiraling galaxies
In perfect stillness
Breath of the divine
Enter and teach me presence
I dance with my soul
Discussion Questions for the Bulletin Board
(Contact Linda Heron Wind to sign up for the course and for directions for accessing and posting)
Questions for Lesson 1:
1. What drew you to take this course?
2. Say a little bit about yourself and your spiritual journey.
3. What lesson seems to be up in your life right now?
Audio files for Lesson 1
Lecture: Welcome to Mystery School (Audio #1)
Meditation: The Temple of Light (Audio #2)
Song:
The Spiraling Song (Audio #3)
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