Choices
Linda Heron Wind,
Ph.D. As we move into the New Year and set our goals
and New Year's resolutions, I am looking at the role of visions, manifestation,
choices, and surrender in my life. It feels like the last few years have
been about learning to surrender to what is, to accept the moment and
what arises with it. I have discovered that joy, peace, and happiness
are inner processes and inner choices. When confronted with outer unpleasant
circumstances, I remind myself that I have a choice of how to experience
whatever is present. More and more I am making inner choices to be in
joy. Choice about inner experience, I believe, is the first step in mastering
choices. The second step is to master outer choices
- choosing actions one takes in the physical world. I could sit and observe
life go by and be perfectly happy inside without ever taking any action,
but that doesn't seem like there would be a point to being here. Whatever
action I take in the world could stem from my awareness or from my unconsciousness.
If it stems from awareness, my choice is a conscious and deliberate outgrowth
of my beliefs and values. If it is unconscious, it arises from emotions
and unresolved issues that are often in conflict with my beliefs and values.
Mastering outer choices requires one to first adjust the inner attitude
and come into awareness. Then the choice can be made on a more conscious
level. Being mindful with the emotions that arise, rather than acting
on them, allows one to come back to awareness in a gentle and loving way. The next step is to master choosing what shows
up in one's life. When you can choose your inner experience to an outer
event and the action you take in the world, you are ready to manifest
events. Books on manifestation always make it sound so simple, and it
is if you have mastered the first two steps in making choices. When you
manifest, you are using the law of attraction to bring to you what you
desire. The law of attraction is a vibrational law where vibration attracts
like vibration. So if you are vibrating the frequency of something that
you desire on an inner level, it will be attracted to you on an outer
level. To begin the vibrating on an inner level, you
must first decide what you want to manifest, then you visualize it, feel
it, and act as if it is already here. The tricky part is to keep your
unconsciousness from counteracting the vibration you are sending out into
the world. The unconscious often sounds like, "That can never happen,
I can't do that, I don't deserve that, etc." Sometimes these thoughts
may come up and they remain minor blips on the radar screen if we immediately
release them. If we allow them to command our emotions, however, the vibration
is interrupted and manifestation is either delayed or canceled. So you
can see why learning to master your inner choices is critical in the process
of manifestation. When you act as if what you desire is already
here, you must choose outer actions that are vibrationally consistent
with it. For example, I am working on creating an online training for
the mystery school. I must get clear about its purpose, visualize it,
feel it, and take actions in the outer world to support it. Those actions
might involve writing, recording meditations, organizing materials, creating
graphics, and meditating on content. All of these actions vibrate at the
feeling level of the completed training and help to call it into being.
If I am acting as if it is already here, the process of creation is simply
allowing what is already created to emerge. The actions themselves are
not what creates the finished product, it is the resonance of the actions
that attracts the completed training. If the outer actions I take do not
resonate with what I want to bring into being, the energy is conflicted.
While this might sound like a complex process,
it is something that all of us are already doing. When we do it with awareness
of what we are doing and we have control over our inner responses and
outer actions, then we become the magicians in our lives. It is a simple
process but it is not always easy to stay aware and at choice. As we move
into this New Year perhaps we can all visualize ourselves choosing what
supports the emergence of a more loving, peaceful, and abundant world
for ourselves and Earth. From my awareness Heron's Home | About Heron | Calendar | Newsletters | Articles | Poetry | Workshops | Books and Tapes | Mystery School | CIRCLE | Links Page last modified on January 4, 2007 by RMC |